BEING EMO CAN BE REALLY FUN

Ya........i have been very sad these past few weeks thinking about life ,girls,and my health.I just got an attack from my sickness called arthritis.....wow i spelled it correctlly.Thats a bust cause i was goin strong with the medicine i was taking,this time i really believed it was going to be better.

BUT.....now since the attack came .....i dont really know whether my body will ever go back to normal.Besides that , i really wish i didnt have this problem .Its really bothering me now .LIKE ..........i really dont know how to fight this cause my fighthing spirit is really low.I kinda give up very easily now.

ANYWAYS.......thats life we have our good and bad days.For me so far it has been 99% bad and 1% good.Well what to do I really dont what to do now feel so helpless.........IM OK AT HELPING people but helping myself,is a big problem .

So i ask myself is there anyone out there that can help me ........cause i really need help to be the guy i was before .THATS ALL ......for now